My present mental state

The song below has been stuck in my head. I feel blue. The typical no one loves me and shit (although that's definitely not true... but no one has any romantic interest in me). I guess I just feel misunderstood and unappreciated, as I have the majority of my life.

My past loves claimed to have had feelings for me long after breaking up. I have a tendency to push people away too soon after they show signs of disinterest... allowing the remaining feelings to die slowly and in a tortured manner.

Ladytron - Burning up

I wrote a protest song about you, about you
Set off on a long march without you, without you x2

I wrote a protest song about you, about you
about whats left that lies between us, I'm walking
so many things we're burning for

I set myself on fire without you, without you
I wrote a song about you, about you
that not a soul was meant to hear, except you

I wrote a protest song about you, about you
I cheated gravity to chase you, to chase you
and through the burning space between us, you're falling
you have a long way to fall

I set myself on fire without you
I wrote a song about you, about you
that not a soul was meant to hear, except you

so many things we're burning for x7